random thoughts
11:44 p.m.
i HATE having to use pens with blue ink...i prefer black. and i hate fine point pens too. i hate using pencils...and those round-tipped kid's scissors...they creep me out.
song you might be surprised i love:
"blowing kisses in the wind" by paula abdul
video you might be surprised i love:
"the beautiful people" by marilyn manson
rock stars i STILL think are gay:
henry rollins, chris isaac.
we need a gay howard stern.
going to the play on sunday...matinee...
matt in chat and matt in person are the same guy...but i know ONE of...him...much better. it's odd.
which would you prefer? arnold in politics, and no more movies, or more horrible movies but no govenor arnold? oh, you know, i don't care either way, really.
massachusetts...gay marriage...interesting...we'll see what happens.
got my package from phu today, several months of his diary all printed up nice...some unpublished entires...the juicy stuff.
and abwhite should get the _______ i sent her by tomorrow, i hope.
sex terms i'll leave you to wonder about:
docking, dirty sanchez...
that new pepsi boy makes my head spin...that accent...wyoming plates on his car, which is a mess inside...he's got like an office in the back seat, file folders...he's so fucking NICE, i always get confused.
the sexy skinny grandpa from the bakery showed me the burn on his stomach he got from the oven...THAT was an unexpected treat...i think the young queer boy over there is gone, i haven't seen him in the store since casey left...case, did you throw him in the u-haul and take him to berkeley? actually, i DID see him today, leaving the bakery and getting into his funky alterna-car...like a 65 ford fairlaine, that was odd.
buddy's being very lovey-dovey again, he wouldn't sleep with me for almost a week.
no, i am NOT itching...thanks for asking, though.
tmb liked the "after" picture i sent him...
i've walked almost 20 miles so far this week.
bought maggie a punk watch, i'll give it to sheila on sunday.
another 3 day weekend starting, i need to get busy, busy, busy...and take my mind off things.
harley place tomorrow to see jean if i get up early.
look at 60's stereo again?
bought a black hoodie sweatshirt, rob and i can be twinsies when we walk...
from the cobain journals:
"uh, gee, i guess what i'm trying to say is: theory is a waste of time. dorian modes are for technician anal boys with bad values. make up your own music. too much practice is like too much sugar."
things i need to find:
mom and dad's love letters, mom's catholic medals, mark's wedding photos where i have david cassidy hair...
oh, and my favorite album title, EVER:
"ladies and gentlemen, we are floating in space" by spirtualized.
the money is NOT an issue, really...my debts are not that bad, i have LOTS of disposable income, i treat myself good, i have fun.
ok?
kisses,
- m.