thoughts before sleep
11:49 p.m.
not in a writing mood again...have lots to recap, it will come soon.
i'm distracted...by life! that's a good thing, btw.
been really pushing myself hard with the walking, it's sure paying off. i'm down to 157 lbs. tonight. haven't seen numbers like that in about 15 yrs. lots of comments the past week, that helps too.
have walked almost 600 miles this year so far. it's easy, it just takes time.
how does one know when to stop LOOKING, and start FOCUSING?
i can't tell you everything, lord knows i wish i could.
:)
and sometimes every little thing comes together in a perfect shining moment...it takes my breath away.
ain't nobody gonna shit on my parade.
i'm here, i'm on fire, i'm ALIVE!
ok, that was a bit dramatic...
but you get the picture.
"palm to palm is holy palmer's kiss"
"it feels like the end of the world, when you smile"
"stay...just a little bit longer"
"i pay a high price for my open talking, like you do with your silent mystery"
THAT one's joni...
dance with me.
tell me what to do.
the little things, the little things...
did you hear what i whispered?
i had a question i wanted to ask so badly, and now i can't remember if i did! so now i have to ask again sometime.
THAT'S what i meant by distracted by life.
those poems i wrote last year came true. it's so odd. the rocks, the rivers, bone and blood. i haven't planted any flags. but some of the landmarks can be found in the dark.
there's no boogyman under the bed, really.
but just in case...
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this is me VERY sleepy, ok?
MICHAEL