that's just the way it is...
2:42 p.m.
ok.
well.
looks like i probably won't be hanging out with j anymore.
took him to dinner saturday night. had a big talk later. i'm still thinking about what i'm gonna say here about all that. next entry maybe, ok?
it's not like we "broke up"...
but daddy needs more at this point in his life. some nice cuddling every few weeks isn't enough.
i'm real sad. i haven't cried. i thought i would.
it was so close...for me at least.
but yeah...more on that later.
some appropriate lyrics?
why, sure...
"love comes in spurts
and dangerous flirts
then it murders your heart
they didn't tell you that part"
- richard hell
"had a love affair
but it was only paper
(some rays pass right through)
had a lot of fun
coulda been a lot better
(some rays pass right through)"
- talking heads
"this is your big decision
hope youre not disappointed
he's got double vision
when you want him double jointed
and he's not the man
you think that he can be"
- elvis costello
ok, and i need one sappy picture to make you all go "awwwwwww"...
:(
and the first person who says "there's plenty more fish in the sea" gets their ass kicked!
going to my friend eric's art show this weekend, the place will be crawling with fags!
fuck, i'm gonna miss that boy.
life goes on, right?
but i have to wonder if this story is over.
time will tell.
love you guys...
- michael