early monday morning
2:40 a.m.
omg, it's late!
a weird weekend, i went from fun to boredom and back several times.
friday had a long chat with peter and kev, much fun!
saturday i went to farmer's mkt, then walked 2 hrs on the arcata bottoms, out in the country.
last night i went to the club! walked downtown from peter's, it was nice out. it was slow, but still fun, guess a lot of people are gone for weekend. ricky is touchy-feely, it's fun. he had his chaps and harness on. i wanted to dance but the floor was empty.
i helped peter pick out a shirt to wear, so THERE! he's really tan, it looks so good on him.
today i goofed off, felt a bit sad and lonely, actually.
i have money problems i'm working on.
i need "another prop to occupy my time"...thanks, stipe.
bbq tomorrow after work at kev/dan's...i'm taking a big watermelon!
last night...hello/goodbye kisses, hugs, butt squeezes...from various folks. was a fun night.
peter was rubbing mike's shoulders so i got on a stool and rubbed peter's at the same time, hehehe...
various chats with the boy.
jr is working at borders...did i already say that?
want another crack at some crosstown cuddling...who knows when i'll head up north again, still waiting for an invite.
i have a picture of a nice moment with him on the steps behind k's studio, looking at the woods. tho i have a feeling he won't show.
i'm still fucked up sometimes. it comes and goes. too many nice memories, too recent.
blahblahblah.
ugh, work in 6 hrs. holiday pay, tho.
shared pics with kiwi on new yahoo thingy, much fun!
ok then, goodnight!
michael