this and that...
7:29 p.m.
ok, ok.
the "year-in-review" entry is starting to sound like that whole chinese democracy album from guns'n'roses...
rumours, vague promises...axl just said it'll be out this year.
i'm just thinking about what i want to say.
i'm sure i'll beat axl.
anyhoooo...
i've been exploring myspace a lot lately...fiddled with my profile, got a cool tortoise video up, and i posted some pics today. go have a look HERE.
oh my, i've found a lot of people i know doing a few searches there...that beautiful kid jeff that worked at the store a few years ago in the work studies program when he was in high school, and was in the NJROTC or something...god, i wrote the funniest line about him, i'll have to go find that sometime. well, he's all grown up now and apparently he likes the COCK, so, yay! i might drop him a note.
oh, i know everyone thinks i'm a big chickenhawk, whatever. i had a nice talk with a stunning 60-yr-old man today at work, so there!
it's fun to see what's up at myspace, especially with locals. but god, some of the kids have the most cluttered, unreadable profiles...i should run a contest.
speaking of older gentlemen, i got an email last week from a personals site i never really go to, i don't have much up there, i don't even have a picture. anyway, someone expressed interest in my profile, but we're both basic members so we can't really communicate. he lives up in trinidad, of all places, haha! AND he's 64 i think. there's 2 gay brothers up there in their 60's, i think they're on the next street over from jason, i need to ask if he ever met them. 64, hmmm. i dunno. might be a nice guy. getting old is so weird.
i also need to ask jason if he knows some little skinny compact guy who works at the college...he comes in after work in his HSU shirt, he drives a big white truck. lord, he's a hottie! he gave me a big grin the other day, it was nice. LITTLE guy, like...i dunno, a BIG jockey, haha!
i came up with the word "shitcake" last week, but now i think "asscake" sounds better. as in "fuck you, you stupid asscake!"
had some nice chats with sw this past week, and did a 2 hr phone with steve. i still want to get his ass out here this summer, i know he'd love it here.
all of a sudden, it's not dark at 5pm.
last 2 saturdays watched some episodes of "freaks and geeks" that i taped when it was on with rob. he really got into them, and i haven't seen them in a long time. that show was so fucking good. only 18 episodes i think, that's fine with me. i'm glad it wasn't around too long, actually. shows get bad sometimes.
found out recently from an old craigslist post that an old friend that i sorta reconnected with in chat is HIV+. i have a feeling he has been for a long time. he's the one who told me he didn't "get" monogamy...well, i'm not gonna make any judgement there. we respect each other's errrr...lifestyles...i guess. i'm just so glad i didn't go wild when i was young, cuz i sure wouldn't be here now.
some odd dreams lately...one ended with me hitting streisand in the head with a can of campbell's tomato soup! you know, i don't recall reading anything about her and warhol ever really crossing paths. i assume she was in NYC in the early 60's, but ok, warhol was big a bit later. i'm sure that whole scene was a bit too sordid for her.
and another long dream about that house on pacific, so weird. i'm always welcomed there (in the dreams) with open arms, if not open legs!
as if....
working on a new diary thingy, it's kinda in the beta stage right now, i might let you in on that, or it might be just for the fags, i'm not sure. the 2 people that have seen it got a kick out of it.
i didn't walk tonight, i was pooped. but i'm slowly getting back into it.
this is my L J icon when i post comments over there...
hahahaha!
are you lonely? or are you ok? or are you ok being lonely?
well, that's all for now.
love ya....
-M.