saturday afternoon
4:25 p.m.
hanging in the sf rooms is interesting...but, god, so many sluts. guys staying in hotels looking to get fucked, etc...twink boys, muscle men. pictures of guys on vacation around the world...i saw so many pics of guys in front of the sydney opera house, i swear!
met a very interesting guy there last night.
i could tell by his profile that he was cool... not a ho. when you see a witty profile....oh, i dunno, it's just nice. we had a long talk, sonic youth, amoeba...he's someone who would be fun to hang with there looking at records all afternoon. he gave me his yahoo, so i hope we'll be chatting more.
yes...a younger boy...he's 32, ok? my height, kinda asian, mixed....cute guy. slighty indie/emo (his description, though he hates labels) he had "clockwatchers" listed as a fave movie, so i HAD to say hi! i think we're gonna have some great music chats.
talked to a nice guy from the midwest a bit ago...i'm gonna attempt a little matchmaking, haha!
big john up in mckinleyville said something so sweet last night. but he was very horny too, so...
a friend and i were talking about someone who...umm, kinda showed his true colors recently. not that it was a surprise. you can be kinda nauseated by someone and still admire them too. does that make sense? well, i don't admire him, but...if i was him maybe i'd be the same. people who seem to have it all still have issues. MAJOR issues! how i wonder if he's ever thrown the puppy a bone.
maybe rob was right, it wouldn't have made any difference. i'll never know.
rob's back in DC. one night that he called he was on the road in montana...wyoming? i forget. he was too far from iowa to get to sw's in time before sw went to wisconsin..
i got a little sunburned yesterday. i was nekkid out in the back. the cat was cooling off under the sleeping bag i was on. i had to watch him to be sure he didn't, umm...jump on me!
i have two people i'd like to photograph...one i've discussed it with, the other i'm scared to bring it up. we'll see.
i'm reading the devil wears prada, of all things. it's not great literature or anything, but fun. a beach book, ya know?
time is precious...time is short. i want love. i'm sick of god giving me little glimpses. ala carte is not enough. and a happy meal, even with a prize, won't satisfy.
i want the steak, the baked potato (sour cream and chives!)and the chocolate mousse!
god lord! enough of that!
look, just let me touch it, ok?
hahahahaha!
love ya's,
MK