whoaaaaa...deep, dude...
8:36 p.m.
epiphany: "a sudden realisation or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something. The term is used in either a philosophical or literal sense to signify that the claimant has "found the last piece of the puzzle and now sees the whole picture," or has new information or experience, often insignificant by itself, that illuminates a deeper or numinous foundational frame of reference."
sometimes i think i'm waiting for that big epiphany...but i dunno, maybe life is more about a series of small ones, that once strung together...TA-DA!
i'm picturing beads on a necklace, ya know?
sleep
awake
eat
drink
smoke
walk
talk
dream
think
hope
shit
piss
cum
read
watch
explore
learn
up
down
love
lust
desire
lonely
friends
chance
mistake
right
wrong
lost
found
yes
no
maybe...
ok, that reads like bad junior high school poetry, whatever.
look, i'm the bus driver. if THIS is your stop, you HAVE to get off. that's how it works.
umm, i'm not gonna explain THAT. it's nothing major.
who said "i'm dying for your living room"?
it sure wasn't morrissey...
it was me.
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got a nice letter from steve tonight. dinner some time next week.
ok, back soon.
MK