P-U!
3:30 a.m.
good lord, look at the time!
having a chicken/cheese/avacado sammich.
all of a sudden tonight the house smells like skunk! not overpowering, but bad enough. i thought at first buddy had been sprayed, but he's fine.
the stank is really bad in the garage, but it always dissapates fast.
i just heard a couple of the fuckers fighting under the house, one was wimpering. they're right by the floor furnace, so the sound is clear.
steve was up in crescent city all day, his son's team won the big tournament. he sent me some youtubes at 1:30 this morning when he finally got home. the lines of communication are always open. it gives me hope.
he got the book i sent him, he left a phone message. he laughed when he said it was the kind of book he really loves. that made my day. it's this science book called "the secret house", about all the stuff that goes on in your house that you can't see. it's a great book.
and i found a blog by a guy teaching in taiwan, for the company that steve wants to work for. he was REALLY jazzed about that.
monday's his birthday. i wonder when i'm gonna get to blow out his candle?
i'm bored and horny. everyone should be very glad i don't drink! my 5th anniversary of NOT is coming up soon...the 17th? the 21? i always have to look it up.
life could be better, but it's been a lot worse.
chatted with 2 very different local guys this week, i'll tell ya about that later.
beautiful john cale song on my myspace.
rob, her name was rebecca, joyce remembered.
sleeping on the couch tonight. i put in a john waters dvd, and the commentary lulls me to sleep.
waters said something very interesting in an NPR interview i heard, that sometimes boys go for daddies as a way of PUNISHING their own fathers. that really made me think. i've always thought that it was just that they wanted to FUCK daddy but couldn't.
i mean, i mentioned it before, but when i finally met _____'s dad...good lord! totally his type. not that i would ever say that to him. as you can see i'm not even mentioning his name. and he wouldn't agree anyway.
ok, that was weird.
anyhoo....time for bed.
MK