blood makes noise
1:24 p.m.
hey, take a look at the new banner i'm running...it's at the top of my guestbook!
golly, i was sure in a weird mood the last week...not enough blood to some parts of the body, and too much to other parts, i guess!
i'm on my lunch hour, so i thought i'd come home and write for a while...i should be out walking, but maybe me and rob will take a stroll tonght. (rob and i? i can never remember which is correct.)
so, yeah, i guess you could say i have some peter pan issues...re: certain dreams lately, and the whole thing of seeing people my age and thinking "god, they look OLD!" i can't tell with me, cuz, ya know, i see this face every day...
and i guess if it gets a little too gay in here from time to time, well, some people probably skim over that stuff...i'll admit i do the same when someone like roadiepig is writing about his son's baseball games...i mean, just cuz it's teenage boys in tight uniforms doesn't mean i'm automatically interested...even if there's pictures...right?
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ok, i'm just gonna ramble here for a bit, and maybe add some stuff tonight...if it gets a bit long...sorry.
i've been thinking about these 2 lines...and if they mean the same thing or not...
"i want to be needed."
"i need to be wanted."
saturday night steve and i were on the phone for almost 4 hrs. he said he considers me a good friend, and i consider him the same. we were shooting pictures back and forth while we were talking...he showed me some old ones...high school, his trip to france, and i worked my way back to this...
that's ME, in the same sink i wash dishes in...well, i have a new sink, but you know what i mean. notice the baby bottle right next to some kind of booze...hmmm.
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and speaking of pictures, i kind of hinted around that i really wanted to post some pics of steve and jr in l.a., but they didn't say much about it...oh, privacy, i guess. well, i'm like eric cartman..."i do what i want!" so screw 'em, here's my two favorite shots...
ha! i guess i showed THEM who's the boss! i really love that second one...let's take a closer look, shall we?
awww, too cute!
ok, back to work...later, kids.
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11:10 p.m.
ahh, it's late....well, not that late, but i'm gonna call it a night. as usual, i have notes about things to talk about, but it can wait...my VACATION starts friday! nine days off! i have lots of stuff i need to get done...rob said "make a list!" yes, a list...i plan to do chores and stuff the first few days, and THEN have some fun...
oh, and i thought of a cool idea..about getting rid of the truck...but i have to do a little research first. more on that later...
right now i am kissing you lightly on the back of your neck(s)...michael