and....exhale...
12:52 a.m.
ok...
had some chats with my boys today...i was open about expressing my...feelings.
everything's cool.
i'm such an ass sometimes, i even amaze myself. sorry, guys...love ya both.
went to buy some donuts this morning for matt and yumon and i had to kind of run through the parade, it was down to the mall by then...funny.
today's pictures...
tombstone at the cemetary on myrtle avenue.
big-boobied chalk drawing.
today...
mkaro1: i wish i could see whats gonna happen in ten years
mkaro1: with all of us
1: I wish I could see where I am going to be in ten years
mkaro1: thats the part that sucks about being so much older that you all
1: and hope for the love of God we haven't lost touch
mkaro1: no, i think you and 2 are gonna be in my life one way or another for a long time
1: sweet
1: don't worry about getting older, we will come over while you are having tea and strip for you
1: :-)
1: just promise you won't have a heart attack
1: :-)
mkaro1: i mean...if i was 2's age...he'd be in danger, haha, i think he knows that sometimes
mkaro1: haha
1: lol
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mkaro1: one type of birth control sucked
2: what BC sucked?
mkaro1: oh, there's these things like suppositories you insert...they.. melt, haha...always burned my dick something awful
2: the foaming things?
2: that kill the little spermies
mkaro1: no, not really foamimg...like a bullet shaped thing
2: haha
mkaro1: i can still smell it
2: I know what those are
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tonight...
1: yeah it sounds like a good movie
1: three men at different stages of their lives
mkaro1: haha what?
1: the realities of life
mkaro1: oh, us you mean?
1: I mean all of us
1: it would be an interesting movie
mkaro1: haha i thought you were talking to 2, i was like...movie?
mkaro1: i can still see you on his laptop
1:lol
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2: So, did you have a crush on me?
2: lol
mkaro1: hmm
mkaro1: do i have to answer that right now?
2: yes
mkaro1: sure, a little, i can admit that
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again...i love my friends...THAT's why i save chats...it's...personal history, see?
ok...that's enough for now...come back real soon, ya hear?
- m.