chat
2:55 p.m.
kstyle57: hey, morning just sent u a few pics
kstyle57: oops you went idle, ok catch ya later
friend: i'm here
kstyle57: ok cool
kstyle57: morning
f: what did you send me?
kstyle57: 2 pics from trinidad and a cum shot
f: very nice pictures
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f: the whole afternoon was hot
f: he really fucked me hard and took me to my limits
kstyle57: nice
f: sweet with it though
kstyle57: YOU have limits??? just kidding
f : they're there.
f: haha
f: it was a really stormy afternoon
f: we smoked pot and drank some wine
kstyle57: nice
f: he stood on my deck in nothing but his big black boots and smoked a cigarette
f: he was beautiful
kstyle57: wow
f: i know
f: a real hippy stud
kstyle57: i like boys in just a t shirt
f: that can be very sexy
kstyle57: mmm yes
f: just his dick showing
kstyle57: yup
kstyle57: but i love a nice tent in boxers too
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kstyle57: i'd be happy with some cuddling and neck nuzzling right now to be honest
kstyle57: i have a big back of the neck thing
f: nothing nicer
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f: sounds like you need someone who doesn't have ______ ________ _______
kstyle57: yes i sure do
f: someone who can live large
kstyle57: i know
f: find a nice sex pig
f: like yourself
kstyle57: hehe
kstyle57: oink!
kstyle57: moi??
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f: have you had this conversation with him?
f: told him of your feelings and your desire to have sex with him?
kstyle57: that's not really what this was all about
f: riiiight
kstyle57: well, sure, it's always a goal with someone you like, but...
f: but what?
kstyle57: i'm just saying...oh...
f: well what DO you want then?
kstyle57: the closeness. the being part of...a unit. loneliness is a bitch
f: ok.
f: wonder what he would say
f: if you were very direct
f: and face to face
kstyle57: i really can't imagine
f: gentleman thing didn't work
kstyle57: true
f: be a pig
f: i'm not suggesting you be mean
f: what do i know?
kstyle57: no, i understand
kstyle57: i just hate that feeling of unfinished business, but, that's what life is. if it's too late, it's too late. i keep thinking that...ummm, well you know me and THINKING! hope springs eternal...whatever.
f: yup.
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kstyle57: ok, i will shut up
f: i will too
kstyle57: but thanks for listening
f: my pleasure
f: not good to see such a nice, sweet guy like yourself in pain
kstyle57: wow, i appreiciate that, how sweet
kstyle57: no, no, its just a dull ache from time to time
kstyle57: i have plenty of diversions when i need to get off
f: that's good
kstyle57: can't let the pipes get clogged
f: i've managed to make the best of both worlds for myself
kstyle5: my cock still thinks he's 14
f: then he is....
f: don't make him grow up to fast
kstyle57: he refuses
kstyle57: he still wakes up before i do some mornings
f: i love that
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f: a fucking bird just flew into my room
kstyle57: yikes!
f: have no idea how he got in
f: i've opened the door and three windows
f: hope he figures it out
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f: i love to wake up to a boner and some precum oozing out of it
f: what a treat
kstyle57: mmm yes
kstyle57: ok im gonna go get warm, my feet are chilly
kstyle57: thanks again for letting me vent
f: ok
f: my pleasure
f: take care of your heart
kstyle57: ahh yeah
kstyle57: thanks, man
f: i always found it helped to listen to miles davis
f: kind of blue
kstyle57: mmm
f: got me through some rough patches
kstyle57: i'll go put it on!
f: can't hurt, brother
kstyle57: nope
kstyle57: ok see ya soon
f : ok