zen master...bater!
3:23 a.m.
i had this in my head all day:
when two people hold mirrors up to each other, what do they see? themselves, or each other?
in an interesting bit of sychronicity, derwin posted this tonight:
"When we look into the past, are we looking through a window, or into a mirror?"
hmmmm.
hope he's getting his roommate situation worked out...such an amazing mind that boy has...how i'd love to spend an afternoon with him...have a nice lunch and shoot the shit for a couple of hours....d., let's chat sometime, i've got you on my msn list...but i never see you on...
casey loved his cd's...the streets cd reminded him of england. he TOTALLY understood when i told him one of my english friends had no idea what i meant by "biscuits and gravy"...i mean, a biscuit is a cookie over there, and that white creamy country gravy....no comprende!
it's fun having casey around. we haven't really talked that much about gay stuff, but i'm so glad it's all on the table. it just feels good. and when we "work together"...sunday, for instance, it's like this:
he gets there at 12:30, and i go to lunch. before i go home at 4:45, we have to get his lunch done, that's an hour, both our breaks, that's a half hour, and i go count out at 4:30...so that's only an hour and 15 minutes we actually work together...add in customers, dumping chemicals, western union and whatever else, and it's a wonder we get to talk at all!
oh, and that other great zen riddle..."what's the sound of one hand clapping?"
it's just some guy beating off, that's all.
HA! i mean, really, think about it...i'm right, aren't i?
dreaming with my eyes wide open,
- michael