an odd entry...
2:30 a.m.
got up late....stuff to do
had 2 more days off than i was expecting, 11 days total, too much, cuz i lack motivation.
don't feel like walking...
getting some pinback songs for another cd.
i think i could almost do that kind of music....i can "see" how it's done, sorta.
they're like...acoustic math rock or something, but they're not really acoustic...
gonna burn cd's soon and get rid of some files.
dunno how many is "too many" to the FBI...i have almost 1000 files. do some people have 100,000?
windy outside....feels like a holiday.
laundry.
fix haircut (thanks for the warning).
can i hand wash a silk tie? will find out.
neutron punk book lead to all-night surfing....ended up looking at black oak arkansas and leon russell sites...
leon has a bunch of stuff for sale! amps, recording stuff, funky old recliners, rugs...he must be getting rid of his studio.
think i'm ready to write something for hammock...i was listening to x today, loud! might start article with...hearing that new vocal harmony for the first time after 20 years of listening to "your phone's off the hook, but you're not"...
reading about the famous elks club riots...the cops were brutal. go-go's played, x never got a chance.
and to think exene is the envy of all those teenage girls cuz she was married to viggo m. i have a great pic of exene with their son, henry:
i downloaded a bunch of germs songs, funny that i never really knew them. not that impressed, guess you had to be there. darby had no sense of timing, very awkward vocals. but all his lyrics are in lexicon devil...and his lyrics are excellent.
drugs, am-i-queer, he almost had a manson-like following, he was into controlling people. dead at 20.
junk food tonight, i'm afraid.
(no, i ended up buying a steak.)
last night was the first time i really looked at the bulk candy at winco.
i'm always after oatmeal, pasta, rice, but it was very very late, and i was starving.
they have all kinds of candy.
anybody call?
i made a hepburn banner for that entry, before the old girl was even cold!
got some nice comments about that banner, though.
i love looking up quotes.
early fireworks, thought a bomb went off the other day.
you should see where kieran lives...in england. he said NEAR that town...i was looking at the university site...my god, there's like a lake, and these snow-capped mountains...in england? looked like mt. shasta or mt. hood...weird. it's close to blackpool, liverpool, and manchester (so much to answer for...)
this was gonna be an email but i kept adding stuff and now it looks like an entry. i can't post till kate's banner is through running. did i do 1000 or 2000?
should i ramble like this more? i like it...off-the-cuff.
more chat w/ matt, he won the contest.
matteo...the shirtless crown prince of diaryland!
he said i could play with his pictures...i zoomed in on his head from his disneyland choir trip picture, i THOUGHT he was in a fashion show! that's what it looked like. i made him look like an edward hopper painting, the bright, bright light on one side of his head...think i'll see if he'll let me show it.
he said sure...
oh, to be 17 again, and know what i know now...i could rule the world!
i have notes for an entry, but not this one...i'm winging it here.
talked to rich monsoon, first time, that was cool. he's in maine. mailed him some figure studies.
right now on 63, a white boy in iowa loves niggas so much he's tryin' to be one. on 72, some white boys hate niggers so much they dragged one behind their truck for a few miles.
i always had this fantasy of walking by that garage bill gates and his pals were working in...investing some money in their crazy computer dreams....hmmm.
i took that personality disorder test...
Disorder - Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
yes, well...
one friend took it and got "very high" on schizotypal.
another friend scored pretty low on almost everything but got " high" on histrionic and narcissistic...like me!
whatever.
that little clock on my profile page IS significant...time is running out. i did a little maintenence on my bass guitar today. i just need a few gizmos and gadgets to start making music...am i afraid to try? i'm not sure...the fear of drawing a blank is always there. i should know better.
ugh...too much candy today...chocolate stars and coconut haystacks.
"whiteboys" is on again...two white boys in a mobile home in iowa calling each other "dog" about 50 times in 2 minutes...yuk. and danny hoch is so..unsavory, that's a good word. i guess this movie was all his baby, but it sure ain't my idea of a good time.
the hepburn banner is done...64 clickthroughs out of 2000 views. 3.2%, not too shabby.
ok, that's all for this very disjointed entry...
goodnight, all...michael